So it has been well over a year since I last wrote on this blog. I guess I owe to the people who may still be following it an explanation to what has been happening in my life.
I am still taking care of an elderly gentleman, who has many many ailments. I have been working for him now for the last 3 years, in September it will be 4 years. I haven't been on the street since I have been working for him, which has been great (secretly though, I sometimes miss not having all the bills and responsibilities).
I am still working through a lot of my own issues, such as the fear of being rejected. For me the fear of rejection rules my life. I miss out on so many activities and things in life, because I am afraid that when I meet new people or go to places I have never been, that the people who are there are going to find a reason to hate me, or make fun of who I am.
It is just something that I hope with time I will be able to work out and move on. It is just a matter of controlling my fears and worries about people, of course for me that is easier said than done.
Wish me the best on this..